I Got So Much Trouble On My Mind Out My Day So I Take Time To Pray And I Say Hopin' That I Keep Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep My Soul Peep, I'm Gettin' Old And It's A Cold Cold World And I Ain't Even Got A Bomber Livin' With My Momma It's The Same Routine Keep My Room Clean I'm Lookin' To Do Some New Things But Ain't Shit To Do I'm Twenty-two - Catch In The Prime Of My Life I Have No Time For A Wife I Funnel Through The Tunnel Disgruntled, Tryin' To Find Me Some Light Aiight You Sing, I May Not Be The Darkest In The Rim Of Darkness Brotha But I Was Always Told To Act My Age And Not My Color Knowin' That My Color Was That Of The Original So Now I Sing The New Negro Spiritual It Goes Get Up Stand Up...etc. It's Like How Can You Understand The Pain When You Never Had To Stand Under The Rain When It Rains It Pours, And It's About To Come Down Hard Thank God I Found You As I Walk Down The Road Of Existence I Get Resistance From All Angles I Tangle 'til The End Of The Week For Cash Hopin' It'll Last But All I Eat Is Fast Food And You Know How Junk Food Goes Right Through Ya So I Return To The Arab And On The Way Back I Stop And The Liquor Store Knowin' That Once I'm Done With That I'll Be Back To Get Some More Grab Me A Six Pack Once I Get Started I Don't Wanna Stop And I Can't Turn Around Ironically I Turn It Up Brew - I Can't Turn It Down My Liver I Burn It Up (fat Line) It's My Life I Live It Up The Cup I Gotta Give It Up One Day I'm Cruisin' Down A One Way Street And I Done Passed Fun Day Three Blocks Ago It Itself Life Is An Obstacle I Want A Job But I Ain't Lookin - How Come As I Maneuver Through The Manure I Try To Be Responsible But I'm A Couch Bum What Makes It Bad I Had Incentive I Ain't Tryin' To Degrade Myself Bein' Nobody's Calvin But I Disintegrated I Procrastinated To A State That's Stagnated I Can't Recall A Day Without Bein' Intoxicated Or Blowed Ain't Dealin' With A Full Deck And Any Day I Could Fold What Makes It Bad, I Wasn't Dealt That Bad A Hand And I Had A Plan But Things Didn't Go Through It's Like A Jungle Sometimes It Makes Me Wonder The Way They Were Supposed To Thank God I Found You And Try To Keep My Concentration How I Keep From Goin' Under, I Ponder In This Idiotic Nation Adjacent They Say Become I Doctor, But I Don't Have The Patients/patience To That Situation I Want An Occupation That I'm Into 'cause Yet If I Begin To Live To My Potential I Went To School For Fourteen Years And My Best Teacher Was Experience I Could Go Back In Time To Eighty-nine I Reminisce And Wish When There Was Just Sunshine But Now It's Like I'm Gettin' Older To So Much Strain And Stress In Peace Of Mind I Don't Think I'll Ever Be Happpy Until I Rest And Find Who I Am But Thank God I Found You
